So uh... it's been a while.  Hi!

That ends well.
So nothing is well.... cause everyone dies... but... that's a random thought.  The real point of this post is college.  Rachel has decided on Miami and is almost certainly going there.  Will (Rubiera) and myself were talking, and we think we want to go to FAU and dorm together, etc.  Which... if I'm in Boca Raton, and she's in Miami, I am a happy happy person.  =D  It works out well, and I think we're going to give it a shot if this is indeed the arrangement.  That is all.

What the hell is wrong with us, as a society?  I want to write more, but will likely fail my CS project regardless, so I'm going to try to finish it now.  Dammit.

I’ve hollowed myself out
Emptied my contents into the basin
Around and round they swirl, twisting and turning
Unobtainable but scrutinized
True but false
I can’t define who I am and maybe I shouldn’t have to
But I know I’m no genius, no Einstein
I know I’m no painter, no Dali
I’m no athlete, no Armstrong
I’m no writer, no Hemingway
I’m no singer, no lover, nor professional.
So what am I?
I am the contents of the basin
Stuck in my spiral
Like a dog chasing my tail
Like a penguin wishing I could fly

Is a bitch.

Essay for Slat - Ethics
Two Paragraphs for Senior Project - CS
HW for DP - HA
Journal - Spanish
Journal - Spanish
Journal - Spanish
IA  Summary and Analysis and all the other stuff - History
Read book - English
Write story - Myself

And the only thing that bothers me is the spanish journals, which are likely the one thing on this list that will really fuck me over.

Edit:  Turns out not nearly as many spanish Journals.  XD

I want freedom of speech.  I want my mom off Facebook.  I can't say things I normally would cause she'd flip a shit.  >.<  That is all.

Fuck me.

First of all, Ace will be missed.  Second of all, I'm not sure if you're all aware, but on http://www.sun-sentinel.com/news/local/palmbeach/sfl-1022-teen-west-palm-beach,0,7346088.story there were a lot of comments that reflected negatively on the whole thing.  Classless and all that stuff.  I felt like posting my reply to these crude remarks elsewhere, so here they are:

"Let me get my cursing out of the way so the rest of my response can be coherent:
What the fuck do you god damn spineless bitches get out of writing these shit filled comments that no one thinks is funny? Sorry, no one that has any common sense thinks they're funny.

First, let me start off by saying I wasn't even that close to him. I had a class with him one year, and that is all I knew of him. Even in that one class, he was an awesome guy. I'll not even try to respond to the myriad of ignorant remarks that you all seem to bander about with such freedom and a lackadaisical concern for even the basest of human consideration.

But, to respond to a few: Ace wasn't some ignorant redneck like most of you seem to be. He knew how to handle guns, and it was an accident that brought upon this great loss. Furthermore, the sick jokes are statements not on the kind of person Ace was, but on the kind of person you sure as hell aren't. He was kind, and funny without being crude. That's something that not a single one of you who tried to play upon a young boys death can say. He clearly has, not had, friends who cared for him. That would be clearly evident if you could see the tears people have shed for him, or the way we've banded together at Suncoast to support each other.

For those of you who seem to like tossing around insults about his intelligence, consider your own lacking facilities first. He was going to graduate from one of the most demanding curriculum's in not only the state, not only the nation, not only the country, but around the world. International Baccalaureate. I don't expect any of you to come back and read this, but it needed to be said, and I'm sorry I can't say more for his life, I didn't know him well enough. Just know, everyone who has sympathy, that mine goes out to you, and to anyone who knew him better than I did, know that we're all here for you.

In conclusion, fuck you ignorant, uninformed imbeciles.

You're going to be missed, Ace.
R.I.P."

So, Sean (Parsons) was talking about one of his homework assignments or something, and he wrote it on pride.  Point being, I have a lot of it.  Maybe you don't see it, maybe you do, but intelligence wise, I feel smarter than the vast majority of the people I meet.  Yeah, this is mitigated at Suncoast because there are a lot more people with common sense and intellectual intelligence in a more concentrated area than you would find most anywhere else.  Call it hubris, but I do think that I am better than people.  Not all people, but than those who just idly go through the day without realizing that they're trapped in a cage.  I mean, we're going for a goal, which keeps us on the path, but what goal?  Let me know if you finally reach the 'goal.'  But, that's a different topic.

I couldn't tell you what it is, or when it kicks in, but I've become aware of it recently, this arrogance I feel.  I don't know really why I wrote this.  Don't really have any idea of the point of it, or if it got me anywhere, but eh, here it is.  Hope you enjoyed.  XD

A certain acquaintance of mine is a total little bitch.  Knowing that one friend (friend A) likes a certain girl (girl) and they might be going out, this friend (little bitch) continues to make plays at the girl.  She has feelings for them both, in different ways, but was almost going out with friend A.  Now, friend A's activities are restricted, as are his monetary capabilities, which limits the time he can spend con la chica.  Little bitch has done something similar to this before, and will go after anything with a vagina.  By now, some of you might know who little bitch is referring to.  If so, please refrain from saying anything to this asshole.  As a side note, I'm pretty pissed at this little bitch right now, and as such, I don't always speak this angrily of him, but... as of now, he is only a little bitch.  Friend A is unaware of the current situation, and girl is sorting out her feelings.  Little bitch is still a little bitch.

Update:  Apparently little bitch and girl made out, kind of... Anger at little bitch fading, replaced by... well, anger at little bitch.